It won't go away

DRACO! Is he cute or what!

Okay, time flew. I'M BORED! I noticed besides working and falling sick.. maybe watching few dramas or spending time using my iTouch, I wasted my whole holiday. Ptan was right all along. That Olevel feeling is coming back to haunt me down. It's been here since last week but the feelings became stronger as days went by and there's nothing stopping it.

Fear, the feeling that caused you so much worry and you just can't stop thinking about it. Your results, your emotions, your future and what lies in front of you.

Some people doesn't care much, but I do. I should have mature earlier. This is just not the right moment. Worry sick and there's no one and nothing in this world could able to calm you down and take away this feeling until that day come. Releasing the results.

Wanted to buy some English novels to read, but I'm in need of cash. Everyday is passing and I feel my whole day being wasted. People would comment, saying things like, "Go do something about it then." But I can't. I just can't. Without money, the world continues to spin, but you just can't survive well. Changes can be made only when there's money.

P/S Well, this is just a short update. Not taking any photos lately(in fact for months!) so pictures are upload instead of my photos. IKR, SAD UH MY LIFE! FML MUCH!

Merry Xmas ho ho ho

Hey guys, I finally can't stand my sec 2 pic any longer. LOL

Been working a lot lately. Yes, I'm sick physically. Quitting one of my jobs this end of the month. Stupid boss with stupid attitude. Plus, her family surname is 'Chan'. So, you think you wanna bully a 'Chan' too? Take hell with you ass hole.

Yes, today is Christmas! Merry Christmas to you guys who have been reading my blog :) No, I'm not celebrating Xmas. I just can't find the right feeling for this season. But thanks to XT for your care bear, the only present.

Actually I was suppose to be working today and yesterday. But fuck it, it's Xmas and there's no double pay? You can go to hell man. I was not feeling well yesterday and I told my boss I couldn't work and she gave me a fuck up attitude. What, you think you're a thirty plus years old woman, you think I would be scare by you?

I know I've been writing way too little ever since I renew my blog. But I've no inspiration to write and my life is not like a bed of roses right now, it's so uninteresting that I got sick and tired of it.

Also, to those of you who follow my twitter, sorry I was quite moody this few days. Sick and people kept giving me attitude or excuses of last minute back out stuffs and etc. That's why I got so tired of trying to go out with people this few days.

Well, winter days are gonna be over soon. I hope 2011 will be a much better year for me. Maybe I should blog about my new year resolutions which I know even if I told you guys, I still can't do most of them. LOL

Oh right.. gonna prepare to go NEX now. Of course, with my mum. Plans all sorted out till end of the year, I'm busy woman. LOL See ya!

SHOCK YOU !

HELLO MY DEAR COMPUTER! I MISS YOU SO MUCH! *heartshearts*

Okay, do my secondary two picture scare the hell out of out? :D

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Since I have this experiance that I almost lose all my data and pictures, why don't I post my xiasway photo here for you to see? I hope this photo burn your eyes real hard! :D

I LOVE YOU MY COMPUTER! I miss you so much and I'll stand by you~

Quit this crap, I've been down on luck this few weeks. Injured on the head and scolding from boss. Feel was down this few days and I guess there's something good for me afterall! MY COMPUTER IS BACK! Which means I can stone at home, in front of my computer and maple or watch movies for the rest of my life(kidding!) awesome!

I'm so gonna fire my boss by the end of this month, can't stand that mother bitch. Alright, time to go and prepare for hotpot with Xue Ting and co. ! This is the best day ever!(oh really?)

WOOOOOOOO~ BYE !

Damon Salvatore

Thought I might show you the guy that caught my attention for weeks. Been day dreaming about him ever since Vampire Diaries. Damon Salvatore, how could such man even exist? He is like a god! Double my age, that's his. But I don't care! :)

Rapunzel, let down your hair~

It's been days since my last update. Last week I went to watch this awesome movie, Rapunzel. I've never really been a Disney fan but this story was good. I like the way they go into the story. Normally, people just concentrate on the romance part and end it with happily ever after. But this was quite different. It showed how much Rapunzel wants to go see the lanterns and how she met this guy. I liked the songs sang by them too. I'm so gonna download 'em down when I've time.

However, I've been sick. Not really. Just very tired. Yesterday I got sore eye, not red but it hurts pretty bad. Woke up today feeling better. Am I working too hard? Now whenever I looked at the time for work, I got this feeling just like how I doesn't want to go to school. I guess it's pretty much the same, only it's work here and you get pay.

I was mistook as the information lady, four times! Am I too friendly or what? I wanna go shopping. Christmas is coming, yet I do not have time for anything!

Wow, I gotta go prepare for work now. Lethargic!

Class outing

Last Wednesday,

I attended my class outing. We went to Seoul Garden @ Farrer Park. It was pretty normal. Half of the class didn't turn up. Good for me! I don't really wanna see most of them. Sat with Cassandra, who run around to sit, Jamie, Hui Ting, Lynn and Adilah.

I ate till full. It was funny when the person serving us, kept giving us the wrong food. For Brendon's table, they ordered 8 ice creams and only 3 were gave.

We left somewhat early, 'round 8 plus. Travelled all the way to Clarke Quay to walk around and to Liang Court. Took some pictures and Hui Ting was all panicking. Thus, we travelled home.

Been working so lately. I want to go shopping. That's all. Can't anyone grant me this wish?